Monday, October 30, 2006

Goodbye for now...

I am not one to air my personal life, but I felt that I owe it to the few readers that I do have to explain why I will not be posting anymore...at least for a while.
After 3 years of what I thought was an amazing relationship, Al came home from bowling Thursday night and told me that he did not want to be with me anymore. I was shocked, we had a great realationship, or so I thought.
My whole world has been ripped away from me, he was my best friend, my partner, my confidant, my shoulder, my rock, my air, my everything. I have nothing now and have lost my will to do anything. I just do not understand how someone can walk away from 3yrs just like that, but he did. What is wrong with me, what did I do to deserve this? How do you cope with "it is not you, it's me", how do you cope at all?
So goodbye for now, thanks for your support and comments over the months.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

This is Halloween....


Released in 1993, Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas is definately a must see. It is a motion animated musical film about inhabitants of Halloween Town who take over Christmas one year.
Jack Skellington (The Pumpkin King), gets bored with the repetitiveness of his Halloween festivities and feels there is something unknow to him that is missing from his life.
I could go on from there but do not want to spoil the movie for you. I highly suggest that if you have not seen this movie to do so over the Holiday. Although I do not recomend it for young children.

Here a catchy little tune for you from the moves as well as a peak at some of the characters.





Wednesday, October 25, 2006

The 101 most influential people who never lived:

Dreaming that you can fly after hearing the story of Peter Pan is something that most kids do, but have you ever thought how many people there are that have never lived that have influenced us throughout our lives? The list below is from the U.S.A. Today.

1. The Marlboro Man
2. Big Brother
3. King Arthur
4. Santa Claus (St. Nick)
5. Hamlet
6. Dr. Frankenstein's Monster
7. Siegfried
8. Sherlock Holmes
9. Romeo and Juliet
10. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
11. Uncle Tom
12. Robin Hood
13. Jim Crow
14. Oedipus
15. Lady Chatterly
16. Ebenezer Scrooge
17. Don Quixote
18. Mickey Mouse
19. The American Cowboy
20. Prince Charming
21. Smokey Bear
22. Robinson Crusoe
23. Apollo and Dionysus
24. Odysseus
25. Nora Helmer
26. Cinderella
27. Shylock
28. Rosie the Riveter
29. Midas
30. Hester Prynne
31. The Little Engine That Could
32. Archie Bunker
33. Dracula
34. Alice in Wonderland
35. Citizen Kane
36. Faust
37. Figaro
38. Godzilla
39. Mary Richards
40. Don Juan
41. Bambi
42. William Tell
43. Barbie
44. Buffy the Vampire Slayer
45. Venus and Cupid
46. Prometheus
47. Pandora
48. G.I. Joe
49. Tarzan
50. Captain Kirk and Mr. Spock
51. James Bond
52. Hansel and Gretel
53. Captain Ahab
54. Richard Blaine
55. The Ugly Duckling
56. Loch Ness Monster (Nessie)
57. Atticus Finch
58. Saint Valentine
59. Helen of Troy
60. Batman
61. Uncle Sam
62. Nancy Drew
63. J.R. Ewing
64. Superman
65. Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Finn
66. HAL 9000
67. Kermit the Frog
68. Sam Spade
69. The Pied Piper
70. Peter Pan
71. Hiawatha
72. Othello
73. The Little Tramp
74. King Kong
75. Norman Bates
76. Hercules (Herakles)
77. Dick Tracy
78. Joe Camel
79. The Cat in the Hat
80. Icarus
81. Mammy
82. Sindbad
83. Amos 'n' Andy
84. Buck Rogers
85. Luke Skywalker
86. Perry Mason
87. Dr. Strangelove
88. Pygmalion
89. Madame Butterfly
90. Hans Beckert
91. Dorothy Gale
92. The Wandering Jew
93. The Great Gatsby
94. Buck (Jack London, The Call of the Wild)
95. Willy Loman
96. Betty Boop
97. Ivanhoe
98. Elmer Gantry
99. Lilith
100. John Doe
101. Paul Bunyan
Who that has never lived has been a big influence in your life?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Welcome to the Corporate World


According to Wikipedia, Office Politics is a term for both the productive and counterproductive human factors present between coworkers in any office environment.
Office politics differs from office gossip in that people participating in office politics do so with the objective of gaining advantage, whereas gossip can be purely social activity.

Some aspects of office politics:
* Social alliances often form between colleagues of similar interests, and thy may team up
against other perceived competitors.
* Personal factors may divide the groups, often including age, gender, or ethnic background.
* Perceived or real romantic affairs often unbalance relationships.
* Competition for favour between two executives striving for the top may create cliques or
or teams within the organization.
* Those using office politics are nearly always the same people who deny its workings can be
revealed and taught.
* Office politics are involved with information and mis-information. This bears on the formula
for the power: Information with authority permits the exercise of power.

Just because you are paranoid does not mean they are not out to get you. Imagine that you walk into your office one morning to find some of your coworkers giving you the cold shoulder..welcome to the world of office politics. Word has spread that you do not like the local football team, or thatyou perfer your coffee black. That you are comfortable enough with your manliness that you wear pink, this is the begining makings of political allies and enemies in the office.
People will always have prejudices, big and small. It is not easy working in an environment where coworker are out to get you, weather it be work load dumping, complaining to the boss, gossip, rumours, they all seem childish for a bunch of adults, but it is there in every office every where, weather you see it or not.
Yes most people say the way to deal with these frustrated, grumpy, angry, resentful coworkers is to kill them with kindness, but I do not believe that is the solution or the only solution. I can still be mad at someone that is being kind to me, can't you? Coming to the office has become a game of 'Survivor', you need to out wit, out last and out play the next person to survive...somedays I just hope that I can keep my head above water.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

The Faeries' Oracle


Since I posted yesterday about tarot cards, I thought today that I would share with you the cards that I have and have been learning how to read as I am new at this and have a lot to learn.
It is no secret that I love faeries and Brian Froud along with Wendy Froud are two of my favorite authors/illustrator. When I got home with my tarot cards I instantly fell in love with the amazing art work on each and every card. It was so incredible.
There are 66 cards in the deck and each card features Froud's signature faery pictures. Some of the card have a specific faery on them, like the naked leaping "Spirit Lancer"--a feminine card that represents "self-expression, freedom, and exploration".
The cards call upon sylphs, pans, gnomes and of course faeries to lead you on a delightful journey of adventure, discovery and enlightenment.
This is my first set of tarot cards and I love them, but I can assure you that this will not be my last set.

Monday, October 16, 2006

History of Tarot

I wanted to do a post of Tarot cards because of their popularity, but have been so busy at work and do not have time to write my own post. So I am posting an article by M.J. Abadie on the history of Tarot cards.

The history and theories below may not necessarily that of this blogger.

History & Mystery of Tarot

by M. J. Abadie

The Tarot has experienced a resurgence in the past two decades and has become especially popular recently, with newly minted modern Tarot decks coming out frequently. There are now dozens of decks from which to choose, representing themes from Egyptian and Celtic to Native American and Feminist.

Over time, the Tarot cards have had their ups and downs, falling from popular interest only to be once more resurrected by those in search of the deeper meanings behind their complex symbolism. As the saying goes, "Truth will always out."

The earliest known "book" of Tarot cards still in existence are those from 1840-42, of which seventeen remain. The first entire deck still in existence was painted by the Italian Bonifacio Bembo for the Duke of Milan.

Many theories exist about the origins of the Tarot. During different periods of history, occult (the word means "hidden") studies were either freely available to all or deeply secret, depending upon the prevailing authorities of the culture's attitude toward occult knowledge.

One theory is that in the great library of Alexandria in Egypt, whose female librarian Hypatia was world-renowned for her wisdom and learning, there existed scrolls (which was how books were made in those days) containing all of the wisdom of the ancient world.

One of these "books" was supposedly based on the legendary Book of Thoth, derived from the mystery schools of Egypt. The allegorical illustrations on the Tarot cards are said to contain these secret teachings, which in the Major Arcana represent a course in personal development. The esoteric teachings were hidden in the seemingly innocent pictures.

Gypsies are said to have carried the cards to Europe and "gypsy" is considered a corrupt form of "Egyptian." Considered by the Church to be "the devil's picture book", the cards were quickly condemned by the Catholic Church as heretical. Just to possess them was a dangerous act.

There seems no doubt that the cards were a means for preservation of ancient knowledge that the Church considered dangerous, or heretical, at a time when it was literally a danger to your life to believe anything other than the established Church dogma.

Though we can only speculate on its origins, the Tarot images are inextricably linked to ancient beliefs, mythologies, and religious systems such as the Hebrew Cabala. Others, notably Pythagoras, believed that letters and numbers are in themselves divine beings possessing extraordinary powers; the Greek neo-Pythagorean school taught these ideas.

No matter the origin of the Tarot, it is clear that its motifs refer directly to fundamental human psychological and spiritual experiences. The more one studies them and practices their use, the deeper one's understanding becomes, and the more they resonate to the inner life, as well as to events in the outer life. They are primarily meant to be used for enlightenment, for discovery of the authentic Self.

Number cards are believed to have been added at a later date, around the time of the first known deck in the fourteenth century. This theory suggests that they derive from an Italian card game known as tarrochi.

Though we will never know their true history, that needn't prevent us from using their wisdom, for the Tarot cards do indeed tell a powerful story: the story of the development of human life. It is an adventure story, like the hero's journey, filled with challenges, obstacles to be overcome, lessons to be learned, reconciliations to be achieved, honor to be protected, goals to be formulated and reached. In this universal story, each of us undertakes his or her own Way, following whatever symbolism speaks to us at the moment of a reading. It is this amazing flexibility that has allowed the Tarot and its marvelous symbols to endure through long and tumultuous centuries in order to come down to us today.

The Soul of the World

In the view of the alchemists and mystics, the universal significance of such symbols as the Tarot presents and preserves was thought to spring from the anima mundi, or soul of the world, which was seen as a vast repository of knowledge, like a universal library, that was filled with the memories and wisdom of the entire human race-past, present, and future. Sometimes called the "Akashic records", this source of knowledge could be accessed by anyone willing to make the effort of deep contemplation.

Within this collective pool are all the basic figures found in religions, myths, legends, and fairy tales. Taken together, these figures encapsulate a magical storehouse of profound esoteric knowledge. For example, The Empress symbolizes the essence of femininity as represented by the great mother Goddess of the world's most ancient religion. She can be seen as the representative of what Goethe called "the eternal feminine", in both myth and psychology.

Thus does each figure of the Tarot call forth from the individual's unconscious a deep resonance. Contact with these images in a conscious, intentional way allows their hidden counterparts -- denizens of the deepest layer of human collectivity -- to surface and become integrated into a person's life.

Properly conducted, a reading is a story -- the images on the cards meld into a meaningful pattern that can clarify the issues confronting the person for whom the reading is held. In a profound sense, if taken rightly, a reading can act like a vivid, enlightening dream or a moment of the flash of inspiration-the "Ah-ha" experience. "So, that's how it goes!"

Tarot cards are wonderful for meditation, as well as for divination, or the answering of questions. They act to stimulate the intuition, which is the key to the gateway of the unconscious. They act to illuminate the hidden factors in a person's life that bear on the situation at hand. Often, the person him- or herself may be unaware of these inner issues that are secretly shaping the course of his or her life. The Tarot, by contacting what is inside the person, reveals them


Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Wishing Well


When we are children we are very impressionable. I use to believe that white cows gave white milk, brown cows gave chocolate milk and spoted cows gave soup, as my grandmother would tell me this every time we would see cows on one of the few road trips we had together.
I also believer that if I threw a penny into a wishing well or one of those little bodies of water at the mall that my wish would come true. It did not matter how tight I closed my eyes or how hard I wished, nine times out of ten I was let down. I think it is human nature to wish for the impossible and expect just that.
Today I was reading something and thought about all the wishes I have made over the years and wondered where the idea of a wishing well came from.

The following was taken from Websters:
A wishing well is a term from
European folklore to describe wells where it was thought that any spoken wish would be granted. The idea that a wish would be granted came from the idea that water contained deities or had been placed there as a gift from the gods, since water was a source of life and oftentimes a scarce commodity.
Water was seen to have
healing powers and therefore wells became popular with many people drinking, bathing or just simply wishing over it. People believe that the guardians or dwellers of the well would grant them their wish if they paid a price. After uttering the wish, one would generally drop coins in the well.
The tradition of dropping
pennies in ponds and fountains stems from this. Coins would be placed there as gifts for the deity in thanks.

Other wishing traditions would include cutting a birthday cake, blowing out the candles on a birthday cake, smearing your name on a birthday cake and breaking a wish bone.
The act of making a wish is a magical operation but theories suggest that Wells tend to be more effective than all of the rituals listed above.
Next time you see a "wishing well" close your eyes and make a wish. They may not always come true, but it is sometimes nice to feel like a kid again.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Two wrongs don't make a right


Yes, I know that I have not been a good bloger, but I often wonder how many people really have missed it. After all I really have anything to say and do not post too much about my personal life, as I like to keep it that...personal.
But to be honest, I love sharing things that I have learned and learning things about what I have posted. I sometimes wonder if journalism would be for me, that is with a little schooling as I know my writing techniques are not the best.
But that is neither here nor there, as todays post is aobut Karma.
Most people have bad days, maybe bad weeks, but I seem to be having a bad month. Here we are into the second week of the month and things are not getting any better, and it seems that I am in for a long ride.

Karma is a law in Hinduism which maintains that every act done, no matter how insignificant, will eventually return to the doer with equal impact. Kind of like the law of motion, you know...for every action there is an equal or greater reaction.
Karma is sometimes referred to aqd a "moral law of cause and effect." Karma is both and encouragement to do good and to avoide evil, as well as an explanation for whatere good or evil befalls a person.
So basicall you reap what you sow, your actions create that which you do live out now, whethere this relates to a past/future life situation or to the present date.
Many people believe in karma and it is part of may cultures and the psyches of many people. People with out religious backgrounds or with a Christian upbringing become convinced of the existence of Karma. It is the same concept as virtue is rewarded and sin is punished.
I have not even to begin to touch the basis of karma, but the idea is there. Nor will I touch base on removing or cleansing karam as I am not sure that I am on to the whole concept. Yes, I believe that we are responsible for our own actions and with those actions may come a consequesnce, but we may not always be able to undo what has been done.
I am not sure what actions I have taken to be having a bad month, maybe it is not that at all and I am reading too much into it. Does it all boil down to what to believe in and what not to, and do we really have to believe in only one culture or can we believe in many things from many different cultures? No one truly has the right to decide that, we must make that decision for ourselves.
As I ponder the events of my life, I can readily point our the mistakes I made, the actions that I have taken that may have led me to not so good times. But I have to wonder, how much good does one have to do to turn karma back around in their favor.

"....good and evil fortunes fall to the lot of pious and impious alike...."---Spinoza

Monday, October 02, 2006

Featured Writer


I am featuring Chris Kizneski today not only because he just came out with a new book and that I loved his first book but also because he is from PA.
Chris grew up in Indiana, PA and was voted Class clown of his senior class at Indiana High School. He attended the University of Pittsburgh where he played football while working on his B.A. in writing. A foot injury would end his football career a while later. While studying at Pitt, he wrote for The Pitt News, the Indiana Gazette, and the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette. From 1992 until 1998, Chris taught English and coached football. After bein selected to Who's Who Among Ameriaca's Teachers, Chris realized that he still was not doing what he wanted to do and quit his job to become a writer.
The Lesson, the first book that Chris finished in 1999 was 1000 pages and did not get good feed back and was told to write a second book that was 600 pages or shorter. With that advice, Chris finished The Plantation less than a year later.
In 2004 Chris moved from Pittsburgh to the Gulf Coast of Florida. He new book, Sign of the Cross came out on September 26, 2006.

It was by chance that I found out what a great author Chris is. I was at Boarders just wondering around and seen The Plantation on a discount table and thought that I would give it a whirl without even reading the back, I mean who does not love a bargin. And from then on I was hooked and have been waiting anxiously for his new book to come out. I have purchased and started reading it, I must admit that I was hooked after the first chapter and can not wait to go home to pick it back up.